Saturday, May 31, 2014

My Big Dinosaurian Fear


Yesterday I saw fear face to face. Its not an easy moment. But I liked that experience, you know, that is how I knew that I had fear within me. When I look back to my life I have found that there is not a single moment without fear. Then how come, I was able to survive?

Simple!!!!!

By looking at myself, I have no role in my birth, growth, daily happenings and all these happened without my being aware. Then why am I frightened?

For nothing. Then why waste my fear for nothing? So I just didn't allow my fear to take over.

But yesterday it took over.

I was in a beach, though I live near the beach, compared to my beach, the beach I was facing was like a huge elephant near an ant. So when huge waves which are ready to gobble up the whole place rise, I really felt like fleeing, but I tried to control my mind and I sat there facing it for half an hour, seeing the uprising and the disintegration of these giant waves within the span of mere seconds. I felt like laughing at my stupidity because we are capable of holding more than that with our own bloody emotions, then what are we doing with one big wave - Cower?

Chill out dude!!!! We are more than precious for the small scene. So next time, when the fear comes to attack you just pooh it.

Take care guys

Meena